So, I have reached closure on many things by now. They found my teacher's body, the boyfriend who had been ignoring me finally admitted he didn't love me, and some other things I didn't expect. I think that entire month changed me, and for the better. I will try to make my teacher proud and now I know who is really there for me. It's not what I wanted or planned, but it's what I have.
It's not an overnight change, but it's progress. I haven't felt ok for a long time.
That's about all I can say right now.